At the heart of it

What’s going on here? What’s actually happening? Can you feel it build up as if heading toward something? I see the way they behave. It isn’t right. Is it? Is there even something there? So confused and conflicted. I need to warn… someone. Anyone. It’s wrong. But with each passing night it feels more right. Staying where we are is safe. And yet going to what is new just feels… free. We’ve been on this side for a long time. Is leaving even an option? One way or another, we’re going to upset a lot of people. If only there was a way to do both. Stay and be free. Doesn’t work that way, does it?